Day Thirty;Bayside.

Push me out from the darkness,
To a sky that's colored blue.
Somewhere someone's finding happiness,
While I'm still here so hung up on you.

Nothing is real,
And I want you to know,
That I'm not alright.
When you tear open my chest,I'll try not to flinch.
Won't make promises.
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem.
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams.

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most.
So I'll bite my tongue 'til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know.
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else.
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell.

A failed apology,
A day too late but now I see,
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree.
But what would you need me for?
You've got friends galore.and all you'll ever be to me is stupid lying excuse for a person.

I could call,
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone.
You don't have time for me.
I could call,
But I know you won't get the phone.
Don't have time for me.

And I hate myself,
For loving you like this.
I hate myself for hating myself,
Just enough to love you.
Just enough to love you.

Day Twenty Eight; Last day of Midterms.

Well, midterms, are over as of tomorrow. But I'm sleeping over scotts with him/sophia. RIGHT after school. So I dunno if i'll get tomorrows up, but he has a camera. So hehe, I'll be a moochy friend. Thats really it. Bye.

Day Twenty Seven the Second?; Hit by Cars

I dominated midterms. Today game were not played. But whatever, Math and ELA tomorrow :\. I was listening to my I-pod and this song came on so I was like, "Hey, I'll take a picture of that" so I did that, the song lyrics don't quite fit the picture, but A for effort;


"I love you like the moon and stars, when little kids get hit by cars."

My eyes seem to be a solid shade of green? Eh, who knows. I need to clean that car/fix the windshield, because mother nature decided to devastate my windshield with a tree branch. Anywho, I cannot WAIT to drive :]

Day Twenty Seven; Midterms

Well this is an epic fail. No camera, and I sure as hell am NOT using my shitty camera. So, in time will tell. But I have midterms for the next god knows how long. :

Days 23,24 & 25; Art.

My mind finally gave me an idea I have a light one, and a dark one. You decide which is wish. Yes there is meaning hidden within each picture, Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. Theres little editing, The sharpness and focus is from the camera Pretty cool eh? So here you go;

Day Twenty One; Art.

A for effort.

Day 20; TWO DAYS IN ONE?

Yesterday I hung out with dana, and found out how much fun it is to put shoes in the dryer befor putting them on, it's such a warm feeling. Hope they don't shrink :X.



I found this picture on my camera from yesterday, it's the only picture, butt hopefully i'll have a halfway decent picture of us sometime soon.

Today Obama went into office, woohoo. His speech was quite the speech, it wasn't all that long/boring.



Crappy picture, but whatever. I g0+z m4dd $!d3burn$. I'm gonna grow them out for like, two-three weeks and be very very fond of them. Although this picture is crappy. My skin so clear. I've got a month left of meds, and I may finally have my life back.

Day Eighteen; I'm Sorry!

I missed a nice amount of days. I didn't have the camera, I slept over Sophia's yesterday so there was little time anyway. But, back to thing. I'm cleaning my room and I'm donating all my clothing thats not being used/appreciated.




:D I love hats, but mann, that sweatshirt is old. Frances got that for me in like seventh grade, it's still insanely warm :3. But, tomorrow is MLK jr. day, so I'm hangin' with Dana and watchin' movies. YAYYAYAYAYYAYAYAY

Day Fourteen; I missed

Epic phail on my part :

Day Twelve; I'm sorry

This picture everyday thing isn't workin' super d00per well. I'll end up blogging every day, and hopefully getting at least 250 pictures x]. I TRY. JESUS, I'M ONLY HUMAN.

Days 10,11; bad news bears!

computer didn't work for two days, and i have not a clue where the camera is. I'll get on that soon.

Day Nine; Scott Thomas Cole

This is Scott Cole, one of my closest friends. We shot mad zombies, and paid for the Chicago Typewritter. -Jumpkick-


:[, all alone tomorrow, maybe hangin' with someone or a group. POSSIBLY with Dana sunday, possibly that is, but hopefully. so yeah.

Day Eight; High Five.

No homework, I hung out with Scott, just chilled. Not an INCREDIBLE day, I've had better but whatever;



I LOVE the way this came out, it couldnt've been better. So yeah ^___^, the weekend is comming up. Which means my things'll be more creative.

Day Seven; One Week.

It's been a whole entire week. I've yet to miss a day, nor have I been late. I'm quite proud of myself. :], nothin' big happened today, hung around, I was with Dana for a little ;3. Just hung around. Ya'know what I love? Big puddles, I just LOVE big puddles.


I absolutely hate the design on this shirt. Tony Hawkz. I love the sleeves though, i hate my arms, but i love you :]

Day Six; Sleep.

Due to break, I had insanely odd sleeping patterns, and honestly, I have not slept well in the past two days. Thank god for naps and getting my homework done early;


Sleep is the best<3

Day Five; back to school.

I like school, I prefer being there then sitting and doing nothing. I do hate all the work though, but whatever thats life ya'know? Hm, thats really it. After six days, we finally finished the gandhi movie, and honestly, thats the best movie I've ever seen. But here you go;


L00k @ m3 nd miiii k00l 3m0 $c3n3 hurrrrr.

I'm workin' at my aunts tonight, and hopefully that'll put a little more money in my pockets. But yeah :. Life has been good. I can't wait till this month passes. January isn't as fun as Febuary. Stupid midterms.

Day four; LAST DAY OF BREAK

Oh my god I cannot wait to go back to school. I finally get to see everyone again, and I'll finally have things to do.



I dyed my hair brown. If you stare at it for a while you can see a sort of red/pinkish glow but whatever, it's a little darker then my natural colour, but it'll get lighter in time. Well I just can't wait. Thank god, I cannot imagine how summer is going to be.

Day Three; January the Thirthith

Today was a day of basically nothin', hung around. I did go to the mall and get two new belts and a new buckle. I also got a Andrew Jackson Jihad vinyl. I also got the sides of my head buzzed, today was honestly nothin' big, tomorrow though is the last day of the break, so I'm going to do something insanely memorable...not.



This has absolutely no editing other then cropping. I found out the camera has quite the high quality, pretty cool eh? But I am dyin' my hair tomorrow.

Day Two; iloveyou

Well this is the second day, and it's 11:07 p.m. Today I hung out with Dana, who I haven't seen in two whole weeks, RIDICULIOUS! It wasn't the love fest you'd be expecting, but I was with her, and thats all that mattered. I'm so happy to have someone like her that just makes me feel absolutely amazing about everything. After a small mishap we had pizza with the family, listened to music. Then Justin came :D YAYAYAYAA!



I look like total shit, but whatever.
iloveyou:]<3

Day One; Threehundred and Sixty Four Left.

Yeah, my friend Becca started this last year, and I had always wanted to do it. So I decided I'd wait till the new year. So basically, one picture for everyday for this whole year. totalling up to three hundred and sixty five. I'll easily miss a day or two but hey, thats generally what I do. So to kick things off;



Bah, my hair needs to be dyed. I'm positive no one will ever expect what colour. It's completely shocking, but I'm atucally growing fond of this Hayley Willaims type colour. Till tomorrow, later days!