Over the past few months...

I shaved off my mohawk, it was way too much work. It was in the way, it just wasn't classy. So i have a bald head and sideburns, which not gonna lie, i'm extremely fond of. I've changed, well, matured in the past few months. A bunch quieter. Much more books being read. A ton less people I'm going to deal with. It's quite the life, I highly doubt I'll get back to using this 365 project. Maybe next year, maybe when i get my own camera cough cough august 24th cough cough. I'm planning on getting a NICE Cannon eos, digital, 35984560864 dollars, ya'know. uh, hm. Thats really it. I'm not on the computer all that much, i'll be sure to put up all the art-sy things i do over the next few months and all that. But whatever. For old times sake,



No hair, sideburns. By the end of summer, i'll have nicely formed sideburns, hopefully :X. I don't have ANYTHING big over summer. I MIGHT play a game of rugby 7's with a few guys from the team agaisnt William Floyd. (team that's insanely grimy and kicked me in the head leading to 14 stitches and a headache) Who knows I wouldn't mind playin' them again. I've been running A LOT so i'm totally not out of shape. My guns are increasing in size ;D, ya'know, becoming a man one step at a time. Thats really it, I'll have other blogs which I'm sure with a bunch of button clicks you could easily axcess. So have a neat summer. I'll miss this. bye!

The BIG apple classic.

So, Today I hung out with danavlahos :], we just hung around. Did our thing, nothing really to run home and blog about. BUT I wanted to do this the day it happened but, BIG APPLE CLASSIC.


Easily my favorite rugby game. It was TONS of fun, I hooked both games against New York rugby. Honestly? The first game I can easily say we played our A-game. Second game not so much. But we all worked as a team which is all anyone could ask for.



Besides a GREAT game, Randall's Island had some very nice features, like a 4398540354 ft. bridge.



Which was easily the highlight of my day. :], thats really it.
Love,
Reid.

April 25th

Big Apple classic today. we destroyed.

I'm super sorry

For anyone that actually reads this, i'll get on it tomorrow. I've had no time. Sorry D;<3

109; We all gotta burn something!

And it's said that youth's ,well only tragedy
Is being unoriginal

So, today was a completely wasted day. No one did anything. I made my own damn dinner and I ate by myself. Which is just my FAVORITE thing to do. I still have so much I want to get done, but I lack so much. I need money, and I need supplies.

One Hundred and Eight

This newspaper wall has been probably one of greatest things for me. I've just been so inspired by myself and what I've created. And to be perfectally honest, it was hard. It took me basically all day and then some to get it done. But theres just so much I can do with it now. It's brilliant, I'm proud and accomplished. Now all I need is paint.

107; Artistic news paper.

WOAH

So today I was working in my bedroom, and I began to tear the pictures off my wall, falling to the ground in groups of five, my wall was clear in no time. With a mess of papers on my floor and a smirk on my face, I decided to stop and just walk away from the mess I created that consumed my room.

So after a bit of tomfoolery, I returned to my hell hole of a room that is only destined to get worse. I got a nice amount of wall covered with paper. I felt that this little bit of space that was getting covered wasn't enough so I decided to move furniture. So I dragged my full bookcase across the room (tipping it over multiple times), behind my closet door, and thank any divine source, it fit perfectally and not a book fell off. I continued my wall and made a strong amount of progress.

All said work leaves me to here, I finished almost half my wall. And after a quick (no joke, this was under 5 minutes) phone conversation with danavlahos, I'll begin finishing my room. Although I want someone to help me finish, I plan to paint it, in a few days and have all this art on my wall. I'm stoked to have such a huge piece of canvas (wall), and I know that whatever'll be up there won't be there for long.

106; Scavenger hunt

Last time that you said,
I was your favorite person in the whole wide world.
I almost lost myslef. I said 'you don't even know',
God, I'm so in love with you.

SO intense scavenger hunt? PRETTY INTENSE CHEATING. But I'll get to that in a minute. So I hung out with danavlahos today. It was pretty cool. I love 'er, very very very much. I noticed that we've been getting pictures a whole bunch this past week which is cool, I like that. SO with the cheating, we had 49, the other team had 52. BUT THEN after we admit defeat, they admit to purchasing items. WHICH IS TOTALLY NOT FAIR. I'll admit they won, but they cheated. Buying things from scavenger hunts is totally unfair. EITHER WAY, it was a br00tal hunt, and I enjoyed it very much.

105; :|

I'm not doing this today. Screw it, i have absolutely no desire for this.

104. Rugby D;

SO I screwed up my thumb, and I don't feel like typing. I'll get to it tomorrow.

103; Human Rights

Alright, SO before I get into my day. Global class, we've been debating weither it's right to move people (like the japanese-americans were moved in WWII) for the safety of our country/ people that were suspected to be terrorists. This would prevent things such as suicide bombing. Ofcourse, I like to be the odd one, and I said that I believe that thats just not right. We as Americans have our rights, and just because (hypathetically speaking) my grandfather was Japanese, means that I am also japanese and I pose a threat to this country. Honestly? Thats insane, Any person can go ahead and suicide bomb whatever the hell they want. Any human can, not just terrorists. If people are going to be isolated the rest of America because they pose a potential threat, I believe that everyone should be isolated. After much more debate, and people questioning "Well what if someone suicide bombed our school", and my response "Oh well, it just sucks to be us doesn't it? If someone made the choice to do something like that, we all sufer from it". So honestly? It was ridiculious, probably one of my favorite class debates.

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Asside global class, I've been playing FFTA2(Final Fantasy Tactics Advanced 2) and I'm insanely good at it. But I'm at a complete stop in the game story because I'm working on making my clan (stormfox) stronger. I've got Palidans, Bishops, Ninja's, Animists, Archers and Hunters. My clan is INSANELY strong. If I could wi-fi battle, I'd DOMINATE.

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So friday is this brutal scavenger hunt, my team VS. Danavlahos' team. And we're not going to a scavenger hunt, we're going TO WIN a scavenger hunt. It's completely on.

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Thats really it, :\, I know, I'm lame, but sunday is the rugby game I've been waiting for. I'm so excited about it, like, you have absolutely no idea.

102; I'm doing good getting these blogs done.

DSi's are the bomb. It finds new ways to arouse me, in many ways possible (not nearly as much as mydanavlahos). Speaking of danavlahos, I love 'er. :] Hm, monday monday monday. HUGE rugby game on sunday, I'm off the walls about this one, everyone should come down and support (lol, get it? support!, it's a rugby thing). Honestly? Teachers shouldn't give tests RIGHT after breaks, Total waste of time (and GPA). I don't have much homework today, so I think I'm going to play Final Fantasy Tactics Advanced 2, because that is now my game of choosing. I WOULD play pokemon, but the TV isn't working, and all my pokemon are on the ranch >;O. Todays just a day text faces. :\. Uck. But otherwise, things are pretty good, BUT Cami (the dog) is at the vet, shes been like dying, she soosososososso sick :\, It's n0t c00l. But thats life, what're you going to do about it?

Day 101; Easter

So, I got a super rad DSi, which enabled me to get that super rad picture, the quality's not the best but it's really cool ;3. Uhh, back to school tomorrow. I'm SO pumped. :\ NOT REALLY. Rugby game in one week, and I'm STOKED. Well, I've been procrostinating, wayyy to much. So I'm going to finish up science and that math packet. Thank god I did a nice bulk of the work durin the week.

Day 100.

when everything is broken it's the choice you make that pulls you through

>:O I've always hated people. Always will, espically generic Americans (<3). So, I've got no good stories, my almost killed me today, we're driving on the highway and she shouts, "QUICK, STEER" leaving control of the car in my hands. Or should I say left hand. It was quite the laugh. But thats really it. I miss people, honestly. I've had so many good friends that just find ways to fuck themsleves over (not saying I myself don't contribute to it). I have a letter to write out to my bestfriend Janna :\, I'll get on that this week. BUT speaking of pictures. I always have one eye closed, one open in all my pictures. (left closed, right open) I guess it's like my trademark thing.

Ninty Ninty; One day left?

Today whilst browsing in my local bookstore I came across a book called "How to live with a HUGE penis". Highlight of my day. The End. Love, Reid.

Ninty Eight; Family.

I'm the king of catastrophies,I'm so far gone,That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,I'm my own worst enemy

That displays my self deprecation, because I just find every need to look down on myself when I waste a day. Today was completely thrown out the window. I did not one thing productive except science homework. I plan to get this day done and over with, or get something productive done, but everyone is awake, blah blah bullshit. I'm not in the mood for it. I'm going to wake up at six-seven in the morning because people choose to start construction that early. Everyday this week I have been disrupted of sleep due to their work and it's really starting to aggrivate me. Today is such a crappy wasted day. And you know what? Kids these days really need to learn to please themselves. I can't tell you how many times I've heard "I'm bored" come out of my little brothers mouth only minutes after walking in the door after a fun-filled day. The only "fun-filled" things I did, was play an intense game of rugby, hangout with my danavlahos (who I'll be hanging with again tomorrow or the next day) and hung out with other people. Honestly? All I wanted to do over break; Hang(which I did), Get a new backpack, go to the bookstore to purchase new books. All I wanted from my parents, was a trip, to the god damned book store. To buy books! I didn't need to ask them for money, I have my own money. But aparentally other things come first. If I may add I cleaned the whole god damned house WITHOUT EVEN BEING ASKED(which happened to get trashed in a matter of a day or two) For the record, I don't ask for rides more then half the time I walk, I use my own money for personal needs, and I'm generally self sufficient. I'm honestly fed up with all this shit. A ten year old who can't entertain himself. A father that's just sick of his kids and has resorted to grounded first, asking questions later, A mother who's never home and a dog that is just as much a problem as everyone else. I can't stand them for breaks. I absolutely HATE breaks. What a waste of time.

Ninty Seven; St00pid face.

I hate that picture, SO MUCH. But I honestly don't care. I always think of my genious blog picture ideas AFTER, I upload/resize my decided photo. So, today was really nothing big. I woke up with a finger in my ear, being scottcole's. If I look back on this in the future; I DID NOT HANG OUT WITH SCOTT FOR EASILY A MONTH AND I MISS HIM. We went to the deli to get egg sandwichs. Which reminds me, YESTERDAY I went for a walk. And anyone reading this that knows me well, will know I have a hardtime keeping money. Like, a really hard time. So I walked to CVS to purchase the newspaper, because I love the newspaper and I got in there, and decided I wanted ice tea. I drink iced tea like theres no tomorrow. So I got pommagranate (sp?) tea and I ran across a double pack of sharpies. OFCOURSE I couldn't afford the paper, so I payed for my tea and sharpies and walked home. Isn't that a killer story? Yeah? yeah.
Scott left, I hung out with Megan and Katt and then went to rugby at 4:30. Got home 6:30. Did some stuff, and BAM here I am. But I have plans for the night. YEAH you may be thinking, IT'S REALLY LATE, HE HAS PLANS? If anyone truely knows me, they'd know that I am absolutely facinated with phone conversations. And I'm talkin' on the phone with mydanavlahos, for hours on end. Untill I fall asleep, and I'll easily fall asleep with the phone on, and i'll wake up with button impressions on my face. So thats really it. I'm just going to play tomorrow by ear. Hopefully get my butt to the bookstore. I'll tell about it tomorrow, till then, Later days!

Ninty Six; a bit late.

SO it's about halfway through break. And I'm feeling non-accomplished. I need to get something done, otherwise I'll implode. I did manage to cross pathes with one of my favorite things in the world. And flipping through a few pages got my mind off things. I forgot what a stress reliever this journal is. Mann ohh mann. It's pretty banged up and burned. But it has character and I'm proud of it.



But I'll have my other post up later on tonight. Sorry this is late :X

Ninty Five; Mydanavlahos

ALRIGHT, SO Today (april 6th) I hung out with danavlahos. And you could sayyyyy shes my girlfriend, but in reality, shes much more then what anyone would think a girlfriend is. She gets me up a nice amount of the mornings, keeps me up to hours on end on the phone, inspires me to do half the things I probably wouldn't if she weren't around(reading, writing ect. ect.), and she keeps me down to earth. We've been togeather for a gooddd six (9) months give'r take. And in all honesty, I wouldn't trade those memories for the world. I've gone on the greatest adventures(all to which I could recall), experienced insane experiences (good and bad), and just generally enjoyed life with her. She always puts a smile on my face even after the crappiest of days, the little things she does are just adorable, she is one of the few people that actually listen to me (ramble, tell stories) nonetheless listen to my stories that she has probably heard forty times without complaint. She doesn't hesitate to do me a favor, shes never annoyed with my two o'clock in the morning calls, shes always there when I need her and shes caught on to my ridiculiousness.
Not only is it the things we do togeather/ the things she does, just her personallity sores above basically all elses. I've learned to trust her like I've never trusted anyone before and I'm always comfortable when I'm with her. Theres just a ton of things that we have to ourselves, things that I could never do with anyone else because they're just too insanely us and just everything with her is incredible. From her cold hands (they're ALWAYS cold), to her noes, down to her tummache and the tips of her toes, I love her, and all our (don't kill me for using this word) silly, childish antics.
I don't think I'd want to spend all the time I've spent with her/will spend with anyone else. Thats mydanavlahos, always there, always with a smile. I couldn't thank her enough, thank you is just an understatement because the magnatiude of what shes does is pnenominal. She's my danavlahos, always with a smile, always bringining laughter and always there.
I'd do anything I can for her, no lie. I can promise, she'll always be safe in my arms (Blah blah blah, yeah I'm sappy, fuck you). As I type this, my insides are like caged butterflies (something I've grown accustomed to) and I have a smile on my face from Los Angeles (sp?) to Long Island. Theres a ton more I can put on this page but I'm 100% anyone whos gotten down to this point is like "What a sappy shmuck, he's just a kid, he don't know shit"; So I'm going to leave it at; Although I have a weird way of expressing it, I love her, with everything I've got an I can promise she'll always be in my heart ;D<3.

Ninty Four; I LACK PHOTO

So tomorrow morning, I'll have a picture. I'll edit it into here. BUT FOR NOW


Today was East Islip v. Hillsburough. For those of you who actually read this, Hillburough is in New Jersey. 100 (alright, 98 to be exact) miles away. Quite the car ride. It was a good game. Ended up being a tie, but the game was cut short. If we hard more time, I'm more then positive we could have won. But next time. It was on turf, honestly? I hate turf. It should just stop existing, grow yer own grass. But thats really it for the rugby portion of this

And now for something, completely diferent;

It's sunday. Sundays being my usual productive day, today proved itself nothing of the fact. All I really did was clean. I like cleaning, mainly because I get complete control of the stereo. Honestly, I'm cleanin' the damn house, the least I can do is listen to my music. Speaking of music, you knwo what I can't wait for? The new Devil Wears Prada cd, I think it comes out in May? Either way, I can't wait. Speaking of TDWP, warped tour. I'm off the walls about this years line up. Hm, there're no good shows 'round here. Nothing! It's fine though, I lack income as well as time. So thats really it. Nothing to run home and tell mommy about. Tomorrow's blog is going to kick ass though, well, in my opinion it'll kick ass. It'll have so much, it'll probably take up this whole web browser page. So brace yourselves!

Ninty Three; I'm Behind!

I'm 93 days into this blogging thing. And I just found the thing, that lets me put my words in odd orders. And in odd places, this is absolutely fantastic!

So if anyone knows me, they would know I have no sleeping pattern.

We can't see the stars tonight, because apartments generate ambitiant light.

I just never seem to sleep. Maybe I'm nocturnal, that'd be pretty cool. I'd be rather facinated about that. So tomorrow I'm traveling to Jersey for a rugby game. Which happens to be a grand total of 200 miles and four hours sixteen minutes in the car. Not something I'm looking foreward too. But after that I really have no set dates for my plans. I honestly had something else in mind to blog about. But I'll save it for another day, like Monday.

So I feel like sharing a story. BUT since i got tired I changed my mind. I'll post a story tomorrow. G'night.

Really quick?

I found a small survey, and I was like, "Hey, I'm gonna do this short one as a desperate attempt to make that 365 blogs" so here you go;

What do you consider some perks of being your gender? Aimed urination.
Would you ever get a tattoo with someone's name on it? If I were to get a tattoo with someones name on it, It would be the name of my kids. But Tattoos + Names = Bad luck.
What occupation do you find sexy? Chimney Sweep.
Would you ever get your nipples pierced? Yeah, I'd give it a shot.
What is your LEAST favorite type of alcohol? Oh, hm. Dunno.
Did you ever have tea parties when you were younger? Probably.
Have you ever shaved someone before? Nope, I shave me and myself only.
Do you know anyone personally who is terminally ill? Not at the moment.
What is your favorite line from a movie? "Do you have white bread? I'll have one slice, toasted"
Would you rather be the opposite sex? No, I like being male.
Do you like spending time with your parents? On occasions.
What would you do if you saw a guy hit a girl? If it was a brutal hit, one meant to cause harm, probably stop whatevers going on.
Have you ever gambled? Ofcourse!
What would you NEVER name one of your children? Any commen name; Ashley, Megan, Rose, Nicole, Mike, Tom, Rob, ect. ect.
What is the coolest restaurant you've ever been to? Coolest? I'd have to say Tai sho.
Do you have any analog clocks in your house? Yup.
What do you do with clothes you've outgrown or don't want anymore? Donate it.
Where do you go when you want to get a REALLY good sub sandwich? Quizno's.
What is the lowest grade you ever received on a report card? High 70's
How often do you go to the bathroom in a day? Often.
Do you use tobacco products? Nope.
What magazine do you read or look through most often? Nintendo Power.
Do you support local music/artists? Yes, yes I do.
What style of house would you like to live in? One with a porch, a basement, a nice hallway and an easily acessiable roof.
Would you ever go a week without showering? Honestly? I'd find a way to shower.
If your nails are painted, what color are they? Black. I'm hXc remember?
When you see a movie based on a book, do you go and read the book? I've probably read the book before the movie.
Do you put posters on your bedroom walls? Yes.
Do you use iTunes or do you use another music player? iTunes.
Do you flip the channel when commercials come on? No.
Are there any really gross dishes in your bedroom? No, I'm rather tidy when it comes to food in my room.
Would you ever date someone with a different skin color than you? Skin color means nothing, ofcourse I would.
What would you do if your parents caught you drinking? I have 24 hours to come up with a good excuse.
Have you seen any of the Saw movies? Yup.
Do you watch any cartoons? Not as much as I used to.
What was your favorite book as a kid? Harry Potter, The Kissing Hand, Tico and the Golden Wings.
Have you ever lost a house or car key that you never found? Not me personally, Mom's lost her fair share.
If you had to lose one of your body parts what would it be? Something internally. I love my external body parts.

Brief summery OR Photo blog.

Life is cruel and cold sometimes,
But please don't give up tonight,
Your wounds can heal in time,
The scars can be left behind.

So, The Status? One of my favorite bands. Saw them a few weeks ago (with probably one of my BEST friends Danahenderson), got to hang with everyone, and I'm pretty sure I blogged about it, but whatever. I did get to hang with some equally cool people asside the status;
I was lost and so confused, running circle around you. Thank the stars that I found my way.
Anthony Ranieri(Sp?) from Bayside :3.

SO back on track. All my pictures from the past three days (including today) seem to have the same background, but they're in different parts of the house. Spring break has started, and today I finished A Clockwork Testement or Enderby's End. It was a really good book, I liked it. After I went to read Enderby's Dark Lady or No End to Enderby. Turns out it's a very opiniated book, as if you truely believe Enderby's dead. If you think he's dead, don't read the book. Simple enough. And the man had one hell of a life, so I decided to keep my knowledge of him as deceased.
I've got no hugely set plans for break. Tomorrow I'm hanging out with danavlahos, Sunday is an INTENSE rugby game in Jersey, and Monday is hesitent beach day. Besides that, I plan to find a whole week long project for me to do tonight. Which is ALWAYS huge fun. I always tend to find little things to do in my spare time and end up getting a lot accomplished...on the day before returning to school. But honestly nothing big so far. But this is a photo blog SO;
After years of searching, just trying to find that purpose, I feel, a sense of progress
Yeah I'm a cutie, don't you wish I was yours? Too bad I've got someone ;D<3.

April Second; 2 Days In A Row!

Yeah! Two days in a row, I'm gonna get this. So. I don't have any crazy ass stories. I had rugby today. I got dirty. I had fun. Thats really it. Thats really all it's been. But it's almost spring break. School tomorrow is a total joke. I don't even know why we have to go. They should be like, School? APRIL F00LZ. That'll be the day.
So. I don't know, theres not much going on, it's thursday. Whatelse is new?



YEAH, THATS NEW. o-< Thats my face. br00tal right? You wish you had it.

Post number Seventy; April First.

You asked for a couple of ice cubes...I ONLY GAVE YOU ONE!

So, it's april first. The first day of april. Over summer I made a list of goals for ever month, sadly I didn't think to save the conversation that my goals were listed on, and I have not a clue. But for the record, I completed almost every months list of goals. Almost, not fully.
So besides that, It's april, spring break is RIGHT around the corner. I'm pretty pumped about it. I have no like SET plans, I do know I'll be hanging with some people I haven't seen in MONTHS, and sadly. The people I haven't hung with, just so happen to be some of my closest friends. Ridiculious. Sports/Sweeney>Life. But I do it too. Speaking of Rugby; Game, Sunday, jersey, Kick off at 10:30 it's an hour and a half ride. I swear I'll kill myself. I just LOVE car rides. But hey, thats life. you win some you lose some. I really want iced tea. Hm, thats really it. I've got nothing exciting to share, except a picture;


Drink it, drink yo' soup.

Philosphy;Pardon my spelling.

Through all my adventures with Danavlahos i've learned;
You never have fun until your knees get dirty
So I felt like sharing my fun.

Sixty Eighth Post; lol

So, i've posted 68. I'm never going to break 300 by the end of this year. Maybe I will, who knows. but I know i won't. Next year. I'm going to do it. Every day. Or i'll just really start cranking down on it now. But I'm really digging this blogging thing. Uhhh, nothing big this week. Last week before break.

RUGBY

I think i'm going to cut my hair off soon. I'm getting a tad sick of maintaining hair. But whatever, what happens happnes. It's hair, it grows back. Rugby today was intense. I had like one memorable moment, which last I check is the first time I had the ball in the game. I got the ball, ran, avoided two tackles one from this guy easily 6'3 230, proceeded to run, then actually get tackled. And that was basically it. Nothing like, OH MY GOD THAT KID IS INCREDIBLE. But I loved it, had so much fun. Cannot wait for sunday/spring break.

More new music;

Since my life is music. I've been looking for new stuff, mainly acoustic, so if you like acoustic? listen to the following; Bright Eyes, Sufjan Stevens, Kind of Like Spitting, Oren Lavie, Northstar, and The Spill Canvas.'

Other then new music, RUGBY GAME TOMORROW :], going to kick some butt.

You like music?

I like music, I saw sweeney todd today. It was pretty cool. But thats besides my point. My point is to listen to music. No just any music. Speechwriters LLC. Probably some of the best stuff you'll hear since Jack Johnson. It's pretty relaxed.

Eighty three? or two, not all that sure

Alright, honestly. I'm done with sleep. I spend so much damn time, trying to sleep. But the hours I spend awake are wasted, in the time I spend attempting to sleep. I honestly see no need in sleeping for long periods of time. If I could sleep easily, let me be the first to tell you. I would. But I can't, just felt like sharing that one with you.

Eighty Two; rugby

Rugby is awesome. As far as I'm concerned. I'm starting hooker. I'm pretty pumped. There're games every sunday except easter sunday. This is pretty awesome.

Eighty One; Poetry

I'm permitted to submit ten poems by wednesday for that writing thing at Adelphi. Lets see how many I can scrounge up.

And for the record. Nothing is perfect, nothing can stay perfect. Everything being good for at least a full twentyfour hours? Not in my life, once I start to get things back on track, it gets fucked up. Every time. I guess i'm destined for things to go wrong.

Eighty; INTENSE RUGBY

SO today was this long awaited rugby scrim. After hangin' around at Walbaums we went off to Glen Cove to play. 14 people there, you need 15 to play. S'more people came after getting lost on the way there. We had all backs and basically no experienced fowards. So the coach was like "Mohawk, hooker" I was like :O!?1?1!?!!?!? For the record, I've neve played hooker. I've never actually played, when I did play, I was weak wing. So they explained hooker. Which was pretty basic, hook the ball into the rest of the pack. After some more explaining/getting Jerseys we got on the pitch and started. It was BRUTAL. I was still completely lost, like the whole time. But towards the end I started to get the hang of it. Espically lineouts. I've got those down pact. I ended up playing the whole game as hooker, which was a ton of fun. Rob (coach) said we'd get working on throwing the ball into lineouts better, and tackleing throughout the week. Which hopefully means I'll be playing hooker for sundays game, I'd be pretty stoked. So the game ended, and we all hung around for a bit with the other team and that was generally it. Throughout the day I obtained/ordered rugby gear (boots, shorts, compression shorts socks) and all that. I'm pretty glad I joined rugby, I really dig it, and I can't wait to get back on the pitch.

Seventy Nine; COMPLETE

Heres an actual blog for the day. WELL, I wokeup after a long sleepless night of tossing and turning. I haven't slept in months. It's been ridiculious, me and sleep that is. I got up, fixed myself up, then went to pickup danavlahos! saying well meet "halfway" to her, must be about 200 feet, due to the fact i ran into her RIGHT where she originally was. coughSLOWWALKERcough. Then we walked around. Got back to my house, listened to some killer tunes. Had a share of laughs and that was it! Didn't hang all that long with 'er. After school starts to get less and less I'll actually have a life. WE intended to take a picture, but I had to beat around the bush and completely screwed over the idea of getting a picture. SO i made one on paint;



True art eh? I can't WAIT till spring break and all that. I'm going to the city, says me. Thats really it. I have coconut flavored coffee. :3 It's the best coffee I've had since full city blend. But thats really it. Rugby tomorrow. Peace out cub scouts.

Seventy Seven; VICTORY

WE WON THE SCAVENGER HUNT AT THE MUSEUM OF NATURAL HISTORY (Team I.S.J.(I spy Jesus)) AND WE OBTAINED BRAGGING RIGHTS FOR EXACTLY ONE WEEK.


I was handsomely awarded with babes.

seventy six (thats a guess)

Uh, I can't changed my font on this :[. But mann things are good. I got new jeans for the first time since last year. Which is cool. Museum of Natural History tomorrow. Hangin' out with mahh danavlahos on the weekend and rugby on sunday. I'm pretty excited. But theres really not all that much going on.

I lose track of numbers

My hair is so long. I can't wait till my hair reaches 12 inches. rugby game next week. iloveyou :D

Seventy Three?

Moms laptop. w00t. Clothing shopping today, because i need it. And tomorrow I'm hopefully hanging out with my danavlahos! (shes not a possession.) Uhh, other then that, there isn't much exciting things going on. Rugby scrimage in eight days, which is next sunday. I cannot wait!

you only wiish.

Thank god i didnt shave my head. I never thought that my mohawk would be so big. you only wish you had one.

I don't even know!

Rugby consumes my life. And so does school. I have little to no time for this internet crap. Thank god!

Sixty Eight: Hate to be all needy

I really want to see the flaming tsunamis.

Day 67; Lab 3-10

I give up, I've spent 3-4 hours, working on that god damned lab. And I've made little to no progress. I don't think I should have to sit and spend that much of my time on one lab, AND have a project, AND have a unit test to study for all from the same teacher. This is way to much to worry about, and I'm just gonna put it down and get my mind off it.

Day sixty Six;

I hate labs, they take up way too much time in my life. Mainly when they're 15 pages. AND Mr.Drozd gives us a project on top of it. It's so insane. I hate when he does things like this. I'm gonna spend my whole day workin' on them. Just so I can hang out tomorrow and see The Status with Dana Henderson. I CANNOT WAIT. I miss Ben :[. I hung out with Danavlahos yesterday, and it was pretty suhhweeet. But, if I want to do anything, one of them will be that homework!

I don't care

I'm dhifdu!

Sixty Three; blogggggg

I felt like blogging. SO DEAL WITH IT. Hm
Hows life reid?
Life is pretty good reid. I'm diggin' it, there're somethings that just put in my exceptionally good moods, and somethings that just kill me.
Understandable, so, you see any good movies lately?
That just seems to be a question i ask almost everyone and their mother. But not really, I fell in love with Little Miss Sunshine. I've been watching that on a regular basis.
Tell about your day in detail.
WELL, I was having this crazy dream that I was in Kohls with my dad, little brother, danavlahos. We were checking out clothing, and I was checkin' out a lot of stuff that is something that I would wear 1-2 years ago. Tripp and all that crap. At this point danavlahos had gone to the bathroom, then I was abruptely awoken by the ring of the telephone, Danavlahos! The only person in this world that calls me at 5 in the morning to wake me up. She been my alarm clock since about the second week into school, thanks to her, I'm in first and second period almost every day. I then spoke to her for a bit. After hanging up I went to eat breakfast (french toast waffles) and take some medicine. I ended up stabbing my finger with a steak knife since I open medicine with a steak knife. I got ready then I rushed around the house to find money for NYSSMA and the Museum of Natural History field trip. I brewed myself a cup of Golden French Toast coffee and I was out the door. It was exceptionally cold out this morning. But nonetheless, school. 1st period i slacked off, as usual. 2nd was buckets of fun, Neske wasn't there, so it was mock fox day. 3rd was CRAZY. I didn't say a word, Mrs.Flynn sat infront of me, because I wanted my seat on the wall. 4th and 5th period science sucked. English was c00l. Nothin' incredible. Lunch was alright. 8th period spanish, we danced. I volenteered to learn to Tango. 15 points extra credit! I got to tango with a plethora of wo-men like my best fucking friends Athena, Megan, Nicole and Dianna! 9th period was cool. Nicole, Megan and I got +2 on our s.s. test on friday. After class, I walked around, nothin' big. Took the late bus home and I saw Nicole Corapi and Amanda Busfd;sydfudgyd(I'm not even going to bother with her last name). I walked home, did some homework. and BAM here I am, listening to the Arrogant Sons Of Bitches/Atom and His Package, hopeing that I'll get my Rehasher/Gatorface vinyls tomorrow. Who knows, I'm gonna go shower and then finish some math problems, get crackin' on that ridiculious fourteen paged lab. But thats it i'll have a picture tomorrow. c00l right?

Sixty two

Happens to rhyme
with "fuck you."

Day Sixty One:i'm free

I'm offically done with accutane. And everything (in my body) will return back to normal by friday saturday. Fuck chapstick, thank god i'll never have to carry it again. YES, i'm so freckin' happy. But about my day, Today I walked from my house, met up with dana by the east islip cvs, went and almost feel into the pond (again) and then walked to jels from there and played bananagrams! and saw borris <3. If you want to check out my other blog thing it's "reidspeaksstories.blogspot.com", just a bit of literature, nothing special. Sorry i don't have a picture. I'll get one up sometime this week.

Day sixty;Survey

I had marching band today, I froze my fingers off. But suposedly theres going to be a snowday tomorrow, so I'm pretty excited about that one. But I just put two already HUGE surveys togeather, for my day 60. First day of march. So here we go;

1. Where do you go to shop for clothes? I don't go anywhere specific.
2. Do you buy your own groceries? Not really.
3. Do you think people talk about you behind you're back? Probably.
4. When's the last time you had a sour gummy worm? I don't think I ever have.
5. Whats your favorite fruit? Granny Smith Apples
6. If there was a fire, what would be the first thing you would grab? I'd empty my boxes of notes into my backpack. But the fire would most likely be in my room if there were to be one.
7. Do you have a picture of yourself doing a cartwheel? A video, of a flippy thing.
8. Have you ever tried to build something? All the time!
9. Do you play with legos? Every so often.
10. Do you play with barbies? No :[.
11. Who's your favorite Disney Princess? Belle, because Beauty and the Beast is my favorite. (lie)
12. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes I do, Danavlahos!
13. Would you rather have blue skin or purple skin? Purple. I'd be eaten by a one eyed one horned flying purple people eater.
14. Have you ever gotten a sunburn? I only live on Long Island!
15. Have you eaten snow? Yes I have, many times before.
16. Have you watched Star Wars, any of the six? Yes, I'm quite sure all of them.
17. Do you have a fuzzy pen? somewhere.
18. Do you fix your bed? If someone important is comming over yes. If it's scott, then no. I leave it as is.
19. What color are your bedsheets? Black and white, and red. My bloody nose stained it D;.
20. Do you wear slippers? Nope.
21. What is the coolest lamp you own? The one with the scuba head in my basement :3.
22. What's your favorite flower? I don't have a strong prefrence.
23. Did you go or do you want to go to prom? I wanna go to prom :].
24. What does your tissue box look like? Metal with flowers.
25. Did you ever open a lemonade stand? Nope
26. Were you or are you in ballet? Hip-hop, not ballet.
27. Do you listen to classical music? Gustav Holst's "The Planets"
28. What's the longest book you've read? Harry Potter.
29. What smiley best represents you? :3 or : D i'm very kissy/happy.
30. What do you do when you are stuck? I go; "AH, I'M TRAPPED!" Hehe.
31. Do you have a "wacky noodle"? No?
32. Do you have your own pool? Yup.
33. Do you have a website where you put your pictures on? This one!
34. Do you watch Spongebob? Eh, nothing beats the old episodes.
35. What kind of car do you want? The one that I already have? or a VW type 2 bus.
36. Last food you ate? Ham and cheese hot pocket
37. Last nice thing you did for someone? I held the door open.
38. Do you make presents? Yupp.
39. Do you make your own jewelry? Sometimes.
40. How many questions are left in this survey? I have no idea, there're way to many.
41. Are you in advanced classes? Drawing and Honors Earth Science.
42. Do people consider you as smart? I guess so.
43. Do you collect anything? Not that I know of.
44. Do you collect a series of a certain book? I hate series' other then Harry potter, which I have all of.
45. What time is it? Five Twenety Seven.
46. Is your away message on? Nope.
47. Do a lot of your friends have xanga? One'r two, I know I used to, till i screwed it up royally.
48. Do you have premium? Nah.
49. Have you ever been to Jamaica? Not yet.
50. Do you make your own cards? Yup.
51. Have you ever tried gluing your fingers together? All the time.
52. What was the stupidest thing you've done? One thing thats a bit recient, walking on the ice and falling in x].
53. How many languages do you know? I can speak properly in two. I know a bit of cockeny and Nasdat.
54. Can you skip stones? Yup.
55. Where did you get this survey from? Some website I got off google.
---------------Today ::
What's the weather like? Cloudy, snow.
What did you do? Marched Main Street.
Have you eaten breakfast yet? Yes.
What did you eat? Cereal.
What do you see when you like out the window or door? Grass.
Have you exercised? Yup.
What do you plan to do for the rest of the day or tomorrow? Today; Talk to my Danavlahos on the phone for a long while. And tomorrow if theres a snow day, sledding!
When did you wake up? 8.
Have you eaten lunch yet? Sorta.
What did you eat? Cup noodles.
Have you gone out to eat and where? No, mom and gage did while I was at marching band though :.
Did you buy anything? N/A
Has something changed drastically today? TOMORROW IS MY LAST DAY ON MEDICINE.
Are you happy? Very so much.
Did you sing aloud today? Yup.
Did you talk to a friend on the phone? Yup.
On AIM? Yup
In person? Yup.
Did you get mail? Nope, it's sunday.
What was it (junk, bills, personal letters)? N/A
How many times have you gone to the bathroom so far? Twice.
Have you taken a nap? No, I don't take naps.
How long have you been on the computer? Few minutes.
What are you listening to at the moment? Atom and His Package - Punk Rock Academy.
What is one thing that happened today that you will never forget? Losing feeling in my fingers :.
Is anyone in the room with you? Nope.
How many people are on your buddy list, if you're on it? Online; 28, In General; 59, too many D;.
Are you feeling lazy? Yup.
Are you feeling bored? A little.
What have you accomplished today? Nothin' exciting.
Was there any questions that were repeated? Nope.
When was the last time you changed in front of someone? Not long ago, I do it often.
What are you wearing?Socks, thermal, jeans, Streetlight shirt that vivian got for me :]
Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Bamboozle '08
Do you ever turn your cell phone off? Not really.
What happened at 3:00am today? I feel asleep.
Do you hate anyone? As much as hate hating people, I do.
Are you going out of town soon? But ofcourse!
When was the last time you cried? Not long ago.
Do you have a good relationship with your mother? Yeah, for the most part.
Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes, because I do love them.
Do you tend to get in fights? If any type, verbal fights. AND I WIN.
If you could change your eye color would you? No, someone loves these eyes, and if someone likes them why change 'em?
What does your last text message say? Incomming text cannot be recieved due to low balence.
What was for dinner last night? Not a clue, BUT FRIDAY. i made "the worlds best cheese grill"
What are you thinking of doing right now?not much.
What are you doing tomorrow? Snowday :]
How are you? Pretty kick ass.
How tall are you? 5'6-7?
What do you hear? These decaying walls. Nebraska by The Lawrence Arms
Do you like the dentist? Not really.
Who was the last person you talked to in person? Gage.
Are there any posters on your wall? Many
What will you buy next? Hopefully concert tickets.
Favorite drink? Coffee :]/
What's the connection between you and the last person that called you? Mother.
What color are your bed sheets? Black and white.
Can you sleep in jeans? If i'm that tired, i don't mind.
Are you tired? not at all.
Are you happy with life right now? Yeah.
Have you ever read an entire book in one day?yes.
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yes.
Are you a jealous person? Nope.
What are you going to do after this? Dinner and a phone call.
What were you doing this morning at 7am? Sleeping :3.
Is there anything that you are craving right now? Snowday.
Would you rather be a girl or a guy? It'd be cool to be an animal. or a girl for a bit. I prefer being a guy, I'm pretty into the point and pee skills i've aquired.
Who is the most spoiled person you know? Lets not give names.
Would you rather date someone 20 years younger than you or 20 years older?Older. I don't date unborn children.
Are you ticklish? very much so.
Its 4 in the morning, and your phone rings...what do you do? Answer it, I love phone calls.
Your name: Reid.
You have been making the world more amazing since: 1994.
Oldest/youngest/or middle sibling: Oldest.
Your dad's name: Scott.
What kind of phone do you have? Virgin Mobile.
Who is your favorite celebrity ever? I used to like Criss Angel.
Favorite type of music:Reggae, Ska, Punk.
How many pillows do you sleep with? 4-5?
Ever prank called the pizza place and ordered a pizza for somebody totally random? Nope.
What do you find most of in your room? Pictures on walls.
How many piercings do you have? None :[
How about tattoos? None :[, yet.
Describe your house: Comefortable.
Who is your neighbor across the street? The huthers, rich as all hell.
Your favorite facial feature: My eyes, since they score mad babes.
Name the band you are listening to now: The Lawrence Arms
Who do you know that throws the best parties? I throw killer parties!
On a boy: Skinny or Muscular? Girlfriend kthx.
Name an item you've kept with yourself since you were young:Scruffy.
Possible children's names? Jesse.
What is your favorite method of exercise? Running.
What do you do to get money? Babysit, bendover and pick it up.
Do you dye your hair? Yup, i need to dye it soon.
Own a pair of skinny jeans? I HATE baggy pants, and yes, i own many.
What is the longest you have been in the car for a roadtrip? day or so.
Been to Six Flags? Nah.
What about Disney? Yeah.
Name the bands you have band tees for:Paramore x2, My Chemical Romance x2, Dropkick Murphys x4-5, Flogging Molly x2, Less Than Jake, Big D and the Kids Table x2, Ok Go!, OFOC, FWS, State of Panic, Taking Back Sunday, Streetlight Manifest, The Aquabats and theres a few others.
Favorite local band? Royal City Riot, Watergate Brigade, OFOC,
How many cell phones have you owned? 2-3.
Who is the best person in your life? As much as i may love a small handful of people, i will not give names ;D.
Would you rather sleep with someone else or alone?I'd prefer someone else, I hate sleeping alone.
What was the weather like on your birthday?Warm,

Day Fifty Nine; I'm sorry

i had such strong intentions to take a picture for today, or at least do something accomplishing. But no, NOTHING. Lazing around all day. Not one thing accomplished. Sunday always seems to be my productive day of the week. My most determination I guess. So now for something completely different. Rugby's been a lot of fun. I can't wait till things get a bit more intense. Did you know that my dryer is broken? It sucks, considering I don't own all that many pairs of pants. But i won't complain, my washer could be broken as well and i would have to wash my clothing in the bathtub. Which in all honestly i do not mind.

But whatever. Uh, hm. I'm going to build my own wooden raft, and I'll sail it
All they way to god knows where. It's going to kick total ass.
Hate to quote Andrew Jackson Jihad
but i wish i had more money then I do.

Yeah that's really it.
I'll have a whole story tomorrow.
and just everything.
I'm gonna write a book!
BUT I'm off,
later days!

Day Fifty Eight

I have 3 days left on meds.
Danavlahos :]
weekend.
I LOVE LIFE<3

Fifty Seven;

Rugby kills, i love it. 4 days on meds. Life is good.

DAY FIFTY SIX

Alright, well, I have five days left on accutane. I CANNOT WAIT TO FINALLY HAVE CONTROL OVER MY EMOTIONS! Amazing what skin medicine can do to your mind. Either way, if anyone honestly knows me, they know I don't plan things for shit. But for once, I planned something. No picture today, because i don't feel like it.

Fifty Five; I'M TIRED

I'm pretty tired, rugby is intense i love it. I have that tomorrow and thursday. so don't expect anything good.

Fifty Four; The Like list

Mmm, I was gonna do this today, but i decided at like 10:43 that my lab is more important, i'll have that for tomorrow. Buttttttttt RUGBY TOMORROW : D<3

Day Fifty Three.

I'm in a great mood. I freckin' love life. And I've had two GREAT ideas. One is a vest, so here what I did; Cut the sleeves off (because i'm bad ass). Then I took a razor blade, and cut out the words " Try Out Your Voice!" some things got cut too big so i sharpied in two'er three letters. And now i'm in the process of sewing white tee shirt on the inside of the jacket + the letters in so you can read it and so it stays down/doesn't rip.

AND I thought of a brilliant idea for a photo. I shut all the lights off in my little makeshift art studio. And put the camera on my desk. the only light hailing from the sewing machine. an absolutely PERFECT picture in my opinion here's a small version of it;



It looks better full sized, and if you want to see how great it really is you can check them out on myspace or facebook. Theres NO editing other then resizing. The camera is just that good.

Day 51-52; The hate list

I've been counting wrong today, Febuary twentith would make it Fifty one days, but this is an over night thing I'm positive this won't be done before 12. so two days in one. YES. I'm gonna call this the the hate list, keh?keh. Theres been way to much going on, and sadly i wish things could just go back to bein' happy and not havin' a care in the world. but i have about 11-12 days left on medicine. and things can FINALLY get slightly better. Somethings aren't serious. But whatever, here we go, hate list.

• I hate being cold.
• I hate not havin' a proper computer chair, sitting on a baby highchair is getting very uncomfortable
• I absolutely hate being lonely, in all forms shapes and sizes.
• I hate having other people in my house, I prefer to be home alone even though i contridict myself on the fact that i hate being alone.
• I hate having no room to do shit on this "computer desk"
• I hate socks that are just at the ankle, i like below the ankle or up to my knees.
• I hate knowing your so close, yet so very very very far away.
• I hate quoting The Ergs! and not being able to think of things when I had a list of things to write.
• I hate the fact that The Ergs! broke up.
• I hate that Adam Goren has a life.
• I hate that I haven't had food in about twelve hours.
• I hate that I lied to my parents that I ate.
• I hate that the cold isn't cold enough for me.
• I hate the fact that I just can't be mean, my kindness just happens to make huge mistakes.
• I hate losing friends, espically ones I once could trust with anything.
• I hate the fact my super kick ass inscents hold doesn't release smoke, and that I tried to be sly and blow it out, only to fill my lungs with smoke, absolutely no fun.
• I hate that pop-pop died of lung cancer. I would have been pretty sweet to have known him longer and more then I do.
• I cannot stand the fact that Grandma's gone. I made stupid decisions not to see her at times I should have.
• I hate the fact that my parents don't listen to me when I talk of things non-important.
• I hate talking to my parents about important things.
• I absolutely hate that my mom can't live without her cellphone.
• I hate that she goes out more then half the week.
• I HATE having to babysit.
• I hate the child i babysit.
• I hate when my dads mad that moms always gone and I get blamed for things.
• I hate the fact my parents spend money on me.
• I hate this basement and it's bland-ness.
• I HATEEEEEE that Cami's a lazy dog.
• I hate not being able to talk to people.
• I hate having to lie to people.
• I hate liars, I've been lied to one too many times.
• I hate that Mr.Smiley killed his family.
• I find it creepy that a man murdered his father right behind my house.
• I'm pretty thankful that guy didn't go on a rampage.
• I hate having an alarm in the house, it makes me feel like someones going to get in.
• I hate magic the gathering.
• I hate the fact that headphones or any type of music amplifying device breaks under my control.
• I HATE breaks, I miss school.
• I hate daily routines.
• I HATE the fact that I've been doing absolutely shitty.
• I hate the all the side effects/things caused by my choice to use accutane.
• I HATE MEDICINE, I WILL AVOID ALL MEDICINE AT ALL COSTS.
• Clean rooms are for shmucks, looks like I'm one of them.
• I hate hate HATE, having to carry chapstick around. Thank god i've got 10-11 days left.
• I HATE the internet
• I hate the fact i use the internet more then twice daily.
• I hate the fact that i've been leaving serious "i hate things" in random spots. Just so I don't leave things flat out like a book.
• I hate the future, it's insanely ridiculious to worry about.
• I hate that I've been drawing blanks when I had thought this out and I had over fifty thousand.
• I hate Movies, i have no patients for them
• I hate the fact I have nothing to do, no little clothing projects, no genious art ideas.
• I hate the fact that when I do happen to have a little project to do, it takes me a few weeks to actually get it done/get started.
• I hate wasting electricity.
• I hate hate HATE all the nightmares I've had in the past month or so.
• I hate the fact that I just can't get a good nights sleep.
• I hate having a nightmare almost every night.
• I hate not having good dreams.
• I hate sleeping more then 5-6 hours.
• Every time I just can't get up, and I lay in bed, and every time I happen to doze off, all i get is nightmares. By the dozen. I'M SICK OF IT.
• I don't even know what to do anymore.
• I hate that this is getting legenthy
• I hate that there's so much more I can put in this, but just can't find.
• I hate bloody noses, I swear to god, if I get one more bloody nose within the next 10-11 days. I will cut it off.
• I wish I had the patience to read books lately.
• I hate being hungover shit.
• I hate missing things.
• I hate waking up knowing I'll have a shitty day.
• I hate when people happen to say "Whats wrong? You're not lookin' so good." When i feel perfectally fine.
• I hate when people happen to say " " and my day goes from decent to absolutely horrible.
• I hate bleach in my coffee.
• I hate not having coffee or tea.
• I hate having three empty shelves on my bookshelf of five shelves.
• I hate bad days.
• I hate the cold.
• I hate summer.
• I hate certain people.
• I hate that I've began to hate people again.
• I wish I could punch certain people in the face.
• I hate that this list is all "I hate...."
• I love monthly shipments of coffee.
• I hate wasting things.
• I hate the fact I have a sedimental attatchment to so many things.
• I hate the past, whats over is over, today is always a new day.
• I hate that when I'm ready to talk, the people I want to are unavailable.
• I hate not being with certain people, for certain periods of time.
• I'm glad I'm not obese like I once was.
• I'm absolutely sick of people.
• I hate being with masses of people.
• I hate talking to people.
• I love talking to friends.
• I hate stalkers, people that call me too often, when people say they'll call and don't, people that just don't call, people that never reply to anything, people that piss on bandanas.
• I'm fucking furious.
• I'm rather hungry.
• I hate people that get sad that they're not on my top. Wahhhhh FUCK YOU.
• I hate comming off as a "bad kid"
• I hate that some parents think I'm a drug addict.
• I hate kids that've drank, and that just think that they stopped means they're XXX. YOUR NOT FUCKING FROM BIRTH TILL DEATH IF YOU EVEN SIPPED ALCHOL WITH THE INTENTIONS OF BEING COOL.
• I hate people not understanding my refrences.
• I hate not having someone to hold.
• I hate spending my time on unappreciated art.
• I hate that kids have absolutely no respect.
• I hate people that stare.
• I hate irresponsible people.
• I hate being lied to.
• I hate being replaced.
• I hate being an ex, or former.
• I hate when people think they can get away with things.
• I hate when people are verbally fighting in my house if it isn't me and Gage.
• I hate having to worry.
• I hate worrying about people, who have smart heads on their shoulders.
• I sometimes hate that I go out of my way for people.
• I hate third-wheeling things.
• I hate being ditched for boyfriends/girlfriends.
• I HATE being ignored.
• I hate when people OBNOXIOULY kiss.
• I hate people that are way to touchy when they're in public espically in a room of people who are fucking sick of that shit.
• I hate not having hands to hold when crossing the street.
• I'm horrified of getting hit by a car one of these days.
• I hate when people talk on their cellphones while driving.
• I hate people that blow through red lights while on their cellphone.
• I HATE the possibility of losing Literary.
• I'm not all that fond of everyone and their mother knowing my personal business.
• I hate guitarhero/rockband.
• I hate having to replay Oracle of Ages/Seasons to fight Ganon.
• I wish I had the Biggerons Sword.
• I hate not being able to talk to someone mentally.
• I hate super short phone conversations.
• I hate running out of things.
• I HATE people that take advantage of people.
• I hate when people are drunk, and take advantage of people.
• I hate people that give out my phone number without my permission.
• I hate when someone else is on my house phone.
• I HATE PEOPLE I DO NOT LIKE IN MY HOUSE.
• I hate when people ignore me, for stupid things.
• I hate bad bad bad bad lawns
• I love trees.
• I hate not going on adventures.
• I hate when people hint they don't want to hang out with you, so they can hang with their girlfriend/boyfriend.
• I hate not getting that lasttt itsy bitsy sip out of a bottle of tea.
• I hate bottled water unless I know i'll reuse the bottle myself.
• I hate the fact thats scissors don't hang from my ceiling like they used to.
• I hate the fact I'm almost done with this list.
• I hate the fact I'll wind up making a new list.
• I hate the fact that this is just the beginning of a long chain of lists of things i hate.
• I HATE PEOPLE

Thats really it, keh?keh. I hope you were somehow offended.

Day fifty. I moustache The Flaming Tsunamis

Things haven't been awesome. I absolutely hate what I've become. At least I know I have a small handful of people that're there for me.

Fourty Nine

Today i played scott in war. I had ONE card left, and damn straight, IT WAS AN ACE. I ended up winning the game in the end. that has strong meaning. Never give up. Learn from it.

Day fourty eight. I fucking love life.

As shitty as things get. I love life. I'm quite content with how things are right about now. I just thought about how cool it would be to get an award for being so happy. But that would ruin it. If I'm so damn happy, maybe it should show off ya'know? I don't need a medal to say "Hey, I'm Reid, And i LOVE life" to show how much i love things. It should just be a given. And ya'know what? I love my friends. My friends are fan-fucking-tastic. The ones that say they'll be there for ya. Always seem to be, no matter what, even after going seperate ways. I'm pretty fucking grateful. And family? Man, I love my family. Although I fight with my brother, I guess he's pretty cool. I'm honestly not so sure, if anyone really checks up on this daily, so since it's like 11 at night. I'm not going to take a picture, I'm going to say that I love Utopia and their sale on Doc.Martens. YES. I LOVE BOOTS.

Day fourty seven.

Short but sweet. Shitty break.
BUT i got 12 eye docs. for 64 dollars.
how fanfuckingtastic.

Day Fourty six? or fourty seven.

I absolutely HATE breaks. Complete waste of my time. I don't do anything insanely accomplishing/memorable. I need ideas, because It's only monday. I have 6 days left to do something that i'll remember. UGH but;



Thirteen and a half days left of fucking medication. All the shots, if I may add over sixty to seventy shots, on my face. The unbearable pain, the only thing thats currentally bothering me is my arms, but then again. I don't take care of them how I should be, but whatever. I can finally have my life back. I'm pretty stoked.

Day Fourty Four; Friday

Not the best friday. It always appears that whenever I get a ton of people asking me "whats wrong?" or "you don't look so good" and nothings wrong. Well, not yet. I honestly don't feel so good. I'm feeling very quite and not talkitive. Whatever here you go;



This break is going to suck. Valentines day WILL suck. Not looking foward to it one bit nor am I looking foward to deal with all this lovey dovey bullshit. Fuck you valentines day.

Day 42; Boo.

I haven't written one of these, in a few days. I've been using my other blog. Which you could go find yourself if you really care. But yeah, nothin' has been going on lately. Running two miles or so with the rugby team, I'm very excited to start all this. And I'm determinded to stick through with this. But aside rugby, I'm doin' okay. Been better though, but who knows. I'm digging life, and Im just dealing with it one day at a time. so whatever, day by day. So here;



Yeah, I'm a cutie ;D

Day Fourty; JEESUSSS

blah blah blah. Mondays are my favorite days of the week. If I were some sort of demonic fiend that feed off of depression. I'd be so properly feed on Mondays, to be honest, I don't care. I like every day of the week, they all have their ups and downs. BUT anyways, my mindless bullshit rambling is always everyones favorite things to read. BUT! I feel like writing/typing/ whatever the fuck, it's my blog, I can do whatever the fuck I want with it. And honestly, I don't want to take a pictue of myself. So whatever, deal with it. Blah Blah Bullshit.

Day Thirty Eight; Lately...

I've had no time to do this lately, I've just been pre-occupied with everything. Things just haven't been going my way, but then again, when did God die, and who put me in charge? But, things'll get better, little by little. Thursday I saw Big D and the Kids Table. Absolutely the best. I LOVED the set/the new song. I cannot wait for the next record. After Bad Manners, while waiting for The Beat, Scott and I met David McWane. Which was the absolute BEST, he's by far the greatest (next to Roger). I took a picture with him, and It'll probably be on their website/myspace/facebook at the end of their tour, which is in like a week or two. Can't wait to see it. But in the mean time;



Random girls want to take pictures of me? This is the result. But this weekends going to be no fun. I DID get my report card, here're the results.

Class Midterm Grade;
English 77 87
Global 91 93
Algebra 80 84
H.E.S. 89 87
Spanish 90 90
Drawing I 84
Band 80 85
PE 95

I still need to get things up a bit, but thats not a problem. I'm getting conflux cards today hehe, MTG rules my life. So yeah, I'll try to update this a bit more. Untill then Later days!

Day Thirty Three; Groundhog day.

Mmm, not so fond of the way things've been. I ended this semester with nothing below 80. Did pretty good on my mid terms. But I finally have a picture;



I like the way the focus is on the scissors. But otherwise eh. hate it. I hated today. Absolutely no fun.

Day thirty two; Happy Febuary

I'm done not in the mood for this.
I'll have a picture tomorrow or something
Happy Febuary.

Day Thirty;Bayside.

Push me out from the darkness,
To a sky that's colored blue.
Somewhere someone's finding happiness,
While I'm still here so hung up on you.

Nothing is real,
And I want you to know,
That I'm not alright.
When you tear open my chest,I'll try not to flinch.
Won't make promises.
You taught me that.
I'm still losing what's left of my self esteem.
And I'm still watching the slow fading of all my daydreams.

The hardest things to say are the words that mean the most.
So I'll bite my tongue 'til it bleeds and I doubt you'll even know.
The easiest things to fake are feelings to fool someone else.
And I've been tricked for so long by you that I spent these last few months in my own hell.

A failed apology,
A day too late but now I see,
That all you really want's to see me dangle neck first from a tree.
But what would you need me for?
You've got friends galore.and all you'll ever be to me is stupid lying excuse for a person.

I could call,
But I know that you won't be there to pick up the phone.
You don't have time for me.
I could call,
But I know you won't get the phone.
Don't have time for me.

And I hate myself,
For loving you like this.
I hate myself for hating myself,
Just enough to love you.
Just enough to love you.

Day Twenty Eight; Last day of Midterms.

Well, midterms, are over as of tomorrow. But I'm sleeping over scotts with him/sophia. RIGHT after school. So I dunno if i'll get tomorrows up, but he has a camera. So hehe, I'll be a moochy friend. Thats really it. Bye.

Day Twenty Seven the Second?; Hit by Cars

I dominated midterms. Today game were not played. But whatever, Math and ELA tomorrow :\. I was listening to my I-pod and this song came on so I was like, "Hey, I'll take a picture of that" so I did that, the song lyrics don't quite fit the picture, but A for effort;


"I love you like the moon and stars, when little kids get hit by cars."

My eyes seem to be a solid shade of green? Eh, who knows. I need to clean that car/fix the windshield, because mother nature decided to devastate my windshield with a tree branch. Anywho, I cannot WAIT to drive :]

Day Twenty Seven; Midterms

Well this is an epic fail. No camera, and I sure as hell am NOT using my shitty camera. So, in time will tell. But I have midterms for the next god knows how long. :

Days 23,24 & 25; Art.

My mind finally gave me an idea I have a light one, and a dark one. You decide which is wish. Yes there is meaning hidden within each picture, Don't worry, I know what I'm doing. Theres little editing, The sharpness and focus is from the camera Pretty cool eh? So here you go;

Day Twenty One; Art.

A for effort.

Day 20; TWO DAYS IN ONE?

Yesterday I hung out with dana, and found out how much fun it is to put shoes in the dryer befor putting them on, it's such a warm feeling. Hope they don't shrink :X.



I found this picture on my camera from yesterday, it's the only picture, butt hopefully i'll have a halfway decent picture of us sometime soon.

Today Obama went into office, woohoo. His speech was quite the speech, it wasn't all that long/boring.



Crappy picture, but whatever. I g0+z m4dd $!d3burn$. I'm gonna grow them out for like, two-three weeks and be very very fond of them. Although this picture is crappy. My skin so clear. I've got a month left of meds, and I may finally have my life back.