
I'm the king of catastrophies,I'm so far gone,That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,I'm my own worst enemy
That displays my self deprecation, because I just find every need to look down on myself when I waste a day. Today was completely thrown out the window. I did not one thing productive except science homework. I plan to get this day done and over with, or get something productive done, but everyone is awake, blah blah bullshit. I'm not in the mood for it. I'm going to wake up at six-seven in the morning because people choose to start construction that early. Everyday this week I have been disrupted of sleep due to their work and it's really starting to aggrivate me. Today is such a crappy wasted day. And you know what? Kids these days really need to learn to please themselves. I can't tell you how many times I've heard "I'm bored" come out of my little brothers mouth only minutes after walking in the door after a fun-filled day. The only "fun-filled" things I did, was play an intense game of rugby, hangout with my danavlahos (who I'll be hanging with again tomorrow or the next day) and hung out with other people. Honestly? All I wanted to do over break; Hang(which I did), Get a new backpack, go to the bookstore to purchase new books. All I wanted from my parents, was a trip, to the god damned book store. To buy books! I didn't need to ask them for money, I have my own money. But aparentally other things come first. If I may add I cleaned the whole god damned house WITHOUT EVEN BEING ASKED(which happened to get trashed in a matter of a day or two) For the record, I don't ask for rides more then half the time I walk, I use my own money for personal needs, and I'm generally self sufficient. I'm honestly fed up with all this shit. A ten year old who can't entertain himself. A father that's just sick of his kids and has resorted to grounded first, asking questions later, A mother who's never home and a dog that is just as much a problem as everyone else. I can't stand them for breaks. I absolutely HATE breaks. What a waste of time.

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